i dont knwo whats going on with me. i feel sick. i dont know what im really feeling. i dont understand! i cant sleep, but then all i want is to sleep, why is this happening? i need to be alone now, besides work im not going to see anyone tomorrow, that is what i decided. i need to get my life together.

im tired of deviant art, its full of crap anime, and crap photography, and crazy fan people that need mental help. buttttttt whatever floats your boat, i dont care that much really, i jsut dont want to be one of them, im only on here now to see my friends art.


ps this wont let me change the mood gr

a few of my paintings and ceramics projects will be displayed in the bowers museum for opera night! i'm kinda excited about it

im tired... and my eyes are puffy and sore

i love life, every painful, kind, lonly, exciting, lost, amazing moment of it. i find myself in true and pure love, that is what makes this life so beautiful. i spoke to god or whoever was there in the shadows to hear me, for the first time in years, and i said thank you.